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50 questions: unfinishe,d

1. Whole name?

– Cheriza Eve Santiago Nayal

Wow! Such a nice name…seriously, It’s so beautiful. 🙂

Che…it’s not your name that matters…it’s your personality.

2. Status?

– Single

Like me??? Hehe…

But i know you’ll have someone someday, which is not me — of course — that will be your better half.

3. Favorite color?

– Gray, because it reflects her personality

Light black or dark White? She answered, Light Black. Actually, i also like gray, because, for me, it’s the color of death. Light Black in my opinion, entails that in every darkness, there is light. I’m glad you chose that. I told you that my favorite color is brown. Brown because almost nobody likes brown. Brown doesn’t connotes anything for me but earth. I don’t think that earth is blue nor green, i think it’s brown. I don’t know, it’s just my own opinion.

4. Philosophy in life?

– Pass

Fine! If you won’t give any answer, neither do i! But i know you have one. You just don’t like to tell it OR you just can’t express it. Everyone has their own philosophy, it serves as their guide in living. I know you’re an emo, so perhaps your philosophy in life must be “life is pain”.  It’s painful for you because you think that nobody understands you;everyone misinterprets your actions. You know, nobody understands me too like the way you think about youself. You too don’t understand me the way i don’t understand you. But i tell you, I understand how it feels how to be not understood like you.

5. Define love.

– Unexplainable.

But still you can somehow defined it…Right? So it means that love is a noun for you, not a verb. That’s why you’re so afraid to express your feelings to someone because the way you define love is through abstraction. I don’t want to psychoanalyze you but i sort of done it. haha. Sorry.

6. What is the meaning of life?

Mahirap i-explain – still doesn’t discover the true meaning of it.

But you don’t mean that life iws meaningless, you mean that life has meaning but still not discovered. It is by living to know the real meaning of it. I don’t know the meaning of life, and so is its purpose.

7. Favorite flower?

– Pink rose

Why pink and why rose? Why pink rose? Maybe because it’s a mixture of white and red. White means purity and cleanliness of intentions and red for intenseness of the  burning fire of love…Put it together, too much love of a pure heart???

8. Favorite food?

Kahit ano

But you are not a cannibal, i guess. Even if you ate me up alive.

Jam said, your favorite is siomai…you don’t eat it, you “devour” it.

9. Hobbies?

– Eating, watching TV, self-seeking.

10. In what way do you want to be courted?

– The traditional way…better kung mag-compose ng songs and poems for her.

YOU ARE ASKING FOR TOO MUCH!!! Haha…just kidding. If i would court a girl, i will make a song for her, sing it in front of her even if i don’t have such a nice voice and i’m so much out of tune. I don’t care if she will laugh at me, i just want to make her feel happy.

11. How do you love?

Hindi pinapakita, but deep inside bigay todo.

I can’t imagine how is that.

12. Favorite songs?

– Stars – callalily, runaway – the corrs, i never loved you anyway – the corrs.

13. How many BF’s did you have?

– 2 flings + 1 semi-serious = 3 BF’s

Player ka pala eh!How i wish to be one of them.

14. Favorite place in the house?

– Bedroom.

15. Describe youself in 3 words.

– Simple, moody, pasaway.

Yes you’re simple and moody and SO MUCH pasaway!I think you’re not moody, because you said that whatever you said you will stand for it no matter what. But you said you can take back all the things that you have said. You are contradicting youself.

16. In what way do you want to die?

– No answer – afraid to die.

I pity you..Hehe…Joke…If i would die, i want to die because of someone. If someone let go of my life, i will commit suicide. I prefer death than living alone, or with somebody else, without that someone. I know you know why.

17. How does one make you happy?

– Just be honest to her.

Thanks, i’m one of your happiness.

18. How does one make you sad?

– Being fooled and pinapaasa.

Luckily, you found me. I won’t fool you.

19. How do you know that you’re in love?

Basta darating na lang sa buhay niya na sasabihin niya sa sarili niya na fallen na siya.

20. If you, your BFF and your BF are in an empty island, who would you kill for food?

– She’ll kill herself and bahala na lang sila magpatayan sa pagkain sa kanya.

I thought you’re afraid to die, why would you kill yourself? Don’t kill yourself, the three of you will also die. Your BFF and BF loves you, if you’re gone, they have no reason to live. They will also kill themselves. As an advice, kill your BF…I’m not being bitter, if your BF loves you, he will die for your own good. Anyway, killing youself is too impossible. Both of them will not let you.

21. What is your greatest fear?

– Failures.

So it means that you can’t accept failures? That’s life, Che, you don’t succeed all the time. Life is a game that one loses by not playing.

22. How many children do you want to have in the future?

– 4 children will be fine.

I can give you that…Haha…Peace man!

23. Have you experienced to love a stranger?

– Maybe.

24. Greatest achievement?


25. Favorite Sport?

– Table tennis and Basketball.

26. Favorite subject?


Why? Because you don’t want to study?

27. BFF?


I hope It’s me.

28. Among all the senses, which one is the most important for you? Why?

– Eyes/sight – because truth can be seen through the eyes.

Life is a lie! Things doesn’t seem as they used to be. The first appearance decieves many; the intelligence of a few perceives what has been carefully hidden. — from my english term paper

What I’m trying to say is that truth is often not seen. We don’t need to use our eyes to see that greatest truth. We just have to open our hearts and try to feel it. That’s why i chose the sense of touch.

29. If you will kiss me, where and why?

– Forehead – as a sign of respect.

Eeeewwww…Forehead? Can you please don’t respect me?

30. Favorite pet?

Wala – she hate animals.

31. Favorite number?

– 08 and 09

Something remarkable here is the zer0 before each number. Why is there a zer0 there? What is it for?

32. What are the characteristics of a person that attracts you?

– Brave, honest and has no vices.

Haha…You are just describing me.

33. Are you in-love right now? with whom?

– Maybe – Mark – 1st year Pol Sci.

Ouch! my heart was crushed.

34. Ano nagustuhan mo sa kanya?

– She don’t know – just realize that she likes him.

Ouch pa din.

35. In what way could she express her feelings to him?

– She’ll just wait for that guy to express first his feelings to her.

Ouch talaga!!!

36. Craziest thing you did?

– None.


37. Will you take care of my heart?

– jjghyetdh – Such a weird answer.

Do I need to die? tell me?

38. Why do boys are not contented with one girl?

– *This is addressed to me*

Madaya, ako lang yung pwede sumagot nito.

39. If we will have a son, what name would you give?

– Mahirap mag-isip ng name lalo na pag rush.

I thought makaka-ganti na ako, hindi rin pala.


– ?????

Why did you forget this question? What’s wrong with you?

41. Where would you want to be on your first date?

– Secret.

Haha…You said,”It’s for you to find out.” So you think i should date you? Yes I will, soon…

42. What is your weakness?

– Temptations and people pulling her down.

You can’t resist temptation, however, you resist me. Nakaka-tampo ka naman. i wish someday you’ll learn to say yes to me. Because everytime i talk to you, you always say no. Nevertheless, i’m the one who always understand your REASONS.

We decided to make the 50 questions a hundred. Then we decided to make it infinite.


Frederick, or simply Fred, is in his 4th and last year of studying in a university. He is among those low profile regular students, those students who are very happy to get a final grade of 3.00 in every subject, neither intelligent nor dumb. He’s came from a middle class family. Though not so poor, studying in a university is still a burden for them.

He had so many problems in his life. The most problematic for him is his “face”. He would define his face as “freaky. That’s why his friends call him ‘freak Fred’. However, he always dream of dating beautiful girls. He was so in love with a very beautiful girl, Fleur.

Fleur is Fred’s classmate. She’s the most beautiful girl Fred has ever seen. She had no problem with love because a battalion of crazy suitors keep following her all the time. The only problem with her is that she has never been contented. It may seem impossible to please her.

In school, although they are not so close with each other, they always see and greet each other.

As a very vocal person, Fred asked Fleur a million times just to get her cell number. As soon as he got Fleur’s cell number, he didn’t waist time, he asked her on a date at a time. Fleur, quite woozy, agreed on Fred’s proposal.

On the day of their date, Fred gave Fleur a bouquet of flowers, chocolates, teddy bear, etc. Not to mention that the expense came from Fred’s lifetime savings. Fleur thanked him, however in her mind, she like to throw those gifts away in his face.

The date has gone smoothly. They watched a movie where Fleur just slept on, they ate on a high class restaurant where Fleur almost ordered everything but didn’t ate.

After the date when they are about to part ways, Fred begged Fleur if she could gave him a chance. He begged her that even if she has so many BFs, he is still willing to become one of them. He will be the happiest person to be with her even if she’ll doesn’t show any love for him. Even if she won’t treat him seriously and nicely, he still wants her to be his girlfriend. Even if he knows that she’ll play with his heart, he will still love her. Miraculously, Fleur took pity on him.

As days go by, Fleur was still unhappy with Fred being one of her boyfriends. She’s so shy that she can’t tell Fred the truth that she want to broke-up with him. Until one time, she cannot bear the sufferings anymore. She treats Fred so much with distaste. She planned to drive him to break-up with him ASAP, or else she’ll dump him. She did her best to hurt Fred. Fred, being such a dumb, didn’t mind the pain that he feels with Fleur. Fleur can’t take it anymore so she made it up to him that she want to end their relationship. She said so many bad words to him to drive him away.

That was saddest part of Fred’s life.

One day, while Fleur is driving, an accident happened. Her car crashed by a truck driven by a drunk driver. The accident happened in a crowded place so she was rushed to the hospital immediately. Her condition was reported to her family. So the family then rushed to the hospital where she has been confined.

The doctor’s findings was awful. One of Fleur’s vital organs has been so much damaged. Fleur will certainly die soon if her heart has not been replaced.


After 3 days, Fleur woke up! She still doesn’t feel well but she can remember everything. Her family and doctor told her what her condition was. She might have died. But one big question filled her mind, who gave her this heart? No one answered her question.

She then saw a letter stuck in her pillow. She opened it, then read it. To her surprise, the letter was from Fred saying that:

“I don’t know how to please you and i don’t have anything to give. I love you.”

After reading that simple letter, she cried. She now realized that the one that she thought that will be the reason of her death, gave her life. The one that she despised, gave her love. The heart that loves her so much is now a part of her. The heart that she broke, became her heart that will sustain her own life…

Who Should I Love

My classmates last time are talking about theRIPHeartAnimationir “dream girl.” I don’t know why people like them set standards to the one that they should love. For them, a person must be rich, appealing, kind, sexy, beautiful — perfect. Isn’t it very idealistic? We all know that nobody is perfect. We also know that beauty is subjective. So how would they know if a girl/boy match their standards?

What’s the logic of setting those standards if in the future those standards will not be followed?

I always hear people say that “love moves in mysterious ways”and i know it’s very cliche. though cliche, it has a very good point that love always comes to us by surprise and we don’t know who will we love in the future. So for me, i don’t need to set a standard to the one that i must/should love.