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Candles

The power lines went out
And I am all alone
But I don’t really care at all
Not answering my phone
All the games you played
The promises you made
Couldn’t finish what you started
Only darkness still remains

Lost sight
Couldn’t see
When it was you and me

Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
I’m beginning to see the light
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
But I think I’ll be alright

Been black and blue before
There’s no need to explain
I am not the jaded kind
Playback’s such a waste
You’re invisible
Invisible to me
My wish is coming true
Erase the memory of your face

Lost sight
Couldn’t see
When it was you and me

Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
I’m beginning to see the light
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
But I think I’ll be alright

One day
You will wake up
With nothing but “you’re sorrys”
And someday
You will get back
Everything you gave me

Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
I’m beginning to see the light
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
But I think I’ll be alright

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I won’t make this one lengthy. It just stroke my heart because i can somehow relate to this song though the song is quite different from my situation. I can still feel the message and listening to it over and over again makes me realize that it has connection though.

This song is about how a relationship is finally getting some closure and one is finally ready to move on. “Paybacks such a waste” is basically saying, I’m tired of all the drama so I’m not even going to get back at you for what you did to me.

I don’t know why I’m so vulnerable. Even how many times i try to move on, i can always feel the pain. Even if we haven’t been’ together’, I’m still hoping that at the very end, we’ll be together because we are the one destined for each other.

After hearing the song from the first time, realized that i should move on. There is always a better person to love, a better place to be, a better life to live. However, i still can’t find a way to do this. It’s inscribed in my heart that i will love her till i die.

So now, the ‘drama’ is not yet over, I’ll still live in the dark, I’ll blow the CANDLES out. I won’t erase the memory of her face. I’m sooooo happy to feel the pain she’ve done even if it kills me. I’ll remain the same (only at this point).

The stress you caused me is enough to kill me… But I’ll be happy to die loving you.

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